March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 January 2011 February 2011 April 2011 November 2011 January 2012 .

it seems every time you're up on the seesaw its only a matter of time before you go back down. its kind of hard to balance it out when the other side is weighing you down harder than the part lifting you up.

You might try hard to mask whats really going on behind the scenes but it gets to a point to where it all reaches that critical point and boils over. Well I'm trying not to let it get to that point. its alot of stuff folks know about me and alot they don't. from the outside it may seem my life is just like anyone elses with the minor bump in the road here and there but just like everyone else I've had a flat tire or two as well.

i don't know if y'all may follow where I'm going with this but i guess today is just one of those days where i feel like I'm doing an balancing act. keeping the good and the bad level yet separate. and to be honest for a while i thought these days were over seeing as i haven't had em for quite a while now.

But like i said earlier....when things seem like they're at the top of the mountain, along can come something to knock em down in the valley below.

I refuse to let this seesaw go down tho....that's all i got to say.

On a side note, I'm the owner of a brand new 08' altima...plus I'm getting more hrs at work...so things ain't as bad as they seem but something more dim...i may have to say goodbye to my goatee.....