So this probably the earliest Ive done an entry, yeah its about 8:30 in the morning, but i thought id put this up while its still fresh in my mind. but yeah, i just came back from my lil tour down at UPS and i must say, I'm even more excited about this job than i was before. got down there, had to wait in the break room for about 20 minutes, then the lady came and got us and we started the tour, took us up inside the trails where dudes was unloading the packages and it was hotter than Satan's toenails up in them shits, then she took us over to where they sort and load the packages onto the delivery trucks and all that good shit.
it really wasn't that long but she kept reminding us of how the job is so we can decide if its really what we wanna do and its damn shol something i wanna do. go and get me a back brace and some work boots and got dammitI'm ready to go! only bad part was that we gotta wait probably another week to two weeks b/c the new section they just built she showed us where we would be working, they gotta wait to get word back that its good to go. so I'm hoping that word comes much sooner than later.
but yeah all and all I'mdigging this shit, I'mfixing to shed alotta weight build up some muscle, AND that charger shall soon be mines, OH YES, it shall soon be mines......
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 @ You know what really grinds my gears?/I'm gettin' it
I really hate turning to the news just to hear about another act of random violence down here, weather it be assault, murder, robbery, burglary, etc etc. in the end it always seems the crime was committed by a a person of color or in other words, a NIGGA. but when the crime finally does catch up with em and after they folks are done pleading with erryone that they child not a bad child and "was just in the wrong place at the wrong time" bullshit, and that gravel slams down sealing they fate, i don't be mad at all, in fact sometimes i cheer, and why is that? b/c its niggas like that, that give us good niggas a bad name. maybe they weren't loved enough as a child, hugged enough as a child, no direction in life, so all they know is taking from others "by any means necessary".
well that ain't no excuse to be out there doing what they doing, none at all, get some damn work ethic and grind for yours like other folks are doing and quit being a problem and become a solution. you'll go alot further in life than a one way ticket to 3 hots and a cot for the rest of ya natural born life. but yeah, that's enough about that.
in other news, i said i was gonna do this a while back but never got a chance around to doing it. i seen a dude have it as his sig on this website and i looked up a tutorial of it and finally got into it last night. took alotta trail and error and i till think it coulda been better but for my first time i think it came out pretty good so here it is what i like to call....."I CANT FEEL MY FACE"
before.....
and after.....
and lastly....i came across this song that Ive had on repeat for like the past few days, even tho i know its old but it brings up a past relationship situation with an ex and i can really relate to it so i thought id end this blog with it and leave y'all with it, so until next time......
Damn, i see i ain't did an entry since the 18Th, well i guess I'm way over due then for this. so lets see where to start, it ain't that much but its enough. well first off i had an interview with UPS this pass Tuesday and that went really good, liked what they lady had to say and errything. only thing that disappointed me was that where i had the interview was i guess what they call the airport plant since its right around the corner from the airport, planes was flying over erry 5 minutes while i was inside. and plus its next to my mama old job at the post office. so i really woulda enjoyed working at that location but i guess they went by location and since I'm closer to a hub they got down here that's where they gonna put me. but i got a tour set up for this Thursday at 6:30 in the morning and then after that hopefully ill get a start date.
i think ima like this shit too, i always wanted some back breaking work instead of the sitting on my ass for 8 and a half hrs erryday all day like I've been doing. so I'm really banking i get this so maybe i can move up in the company as well if i work my ass off enough.
other than that its been a pretty plain week, i did hit up the beach FINALLY yesterday since its a holiday weekend, forgot my gahdamn camera tho but hopefully ill head back out there tomorrow. but i was pretty dope on account it down poured like erry 30 minutes, matter of fact I'm looking in the general direction of downtown and south beach right now outside the window and its dark as hell over that way which is why i ain't back out there right now.
but yeah, just a lil update of whats been going on lately with me since some of y'all might have been wondering. catch y'all on the next go around
Well today was a good day, went to church with mama, helped my aunt run the audio and video equipment for the service which I'm really digging, think I'm on my way to joining that ministry. afterwards we headed up north to her friends house to eat and watch the game which was a real dope outing and plus i LOVE her damn house, in one of them development areas, big ass gated community, some shit i wanna hopefully own one day with god's willing and hard work.
other than that i came back home, tired and full and sleepy as hell and shoulda been in the bed a few hrs ago but i got two movies to download first then ill be out, but yeah, short and simple this time around, B-E-Z
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 @ Whats Really Going On?/Happy Belated Mothers Day
So as i sit here, just wondering and thinking and watching TV. i get to thinking of all the shit that's going on in this thing we call the world today, from national disasters to local fuck ups, it really makes me think what is going on nowadays. cant turn on the news w/o hearing about a 4 car crash, a hit and run, a murder, a shooting, a pedophile case, etc etc. and if you think its dangerous out there, it seems like you cant even feel safe in ya own home either, with all the break ins, home invasions, burglary's, shooting up houses, etc etc. really WTF is going on?
then you have the national disasters, major earthquakes in china, major typhoons in the Philippines, wicked weather over here in the states, gas prices steadily climbing, even us going into our 5Th year of war over seas. hard times are a bitch nowadays and its really taking its toll on any and everybody. it really makes you think about the saying the old folks got "we in the last days" and it seems to hold more truth each and everyday. i guess its gonna get alot worse before it gets any better.
and TBH, IMO, with the shape things are today, i would have rather took my chances being born back in the 40s-50s and 60s when the only thing i would of had to worry about was being lynched b/c this right here, right now, HAS to be Pre-Armageddon.
ill be glad to see the day of nothing but peace all around, peace at heart, peace of mind, peace and serenity. but that ain't gonna happen anytime soon so all we can do is maintain.....
But on a lighter note, i know I'm a few days late but just wanna wish a happy mothers day to all the mothers out there and hope it was a blessed one for y'all.
-chunks up the deuce-
heres a lil eye candy also, a lil piece i just did
So, this may be out of my character just a tad bit, but i think its something that needs to be addressed. now like i said in my "truth.com" entry, by no means take this as a rant. once again, its just an observation from my P.O.V (point of view)
and that point of view is that as i surf this super information highway from community site to community site, i notice a trend going on not only with females, but with dudes as well. and that trend is....lets just call it..."bigassheadedness". now its cool to have confidence in ya self, hell you suppose to but when you cross that line over into just str8 up cockiness or just plain ole ig'nant, then theres a problem. i notice some of these female really got a big ass chip on they shoulders. smelling and/or feeling themselves a lil too much. i mean come on. baby girl. you not that big. sure a few niggas and bitches might have blew some helium into that balloon of a head of yours but damn don't let the shit change you to the point where you just think you all that and a bag of sour cream and onion chips b/c that shit ain't always a good look. in actuality that shit can take away from ya looks and personality and knock you down to a grace jones level.
walking around talking to folks any kinda way, on ya "beyonce" shit...or so you THINK you are. nah shawty....you more on her lil sister level and that bitch got a big ass forehead so you put the two together. all I'm saying is, i cant deal with folks like that b/c ain't nobody in this world perfect and you damn sholain't either. so like the title says.....quit that shit homie b/c it just ain't a good look on you. its always gonna be somebody out there that's just a LITTLE bit better than you and you gon put your all on the line (fucked up attitude, ignorant mentality, etc etc) and end up in last place b/c of it looking dumb as hell.
oh yeah, if this in any way offended you then more than likely you can relate just saying.......
So i meant to do this last night but i got off into iron man...which BTW is the best comic-to-movie ive seen since transformers. but anyway. ever catch yaself just sorta doing something, then all of a sudden pausing and just staring off into space with a blank look on ya face? b/c i swear thats what was happening to me last night. i was all good vibe'n to my ipod, then i just caught myself staring at the window watching it get dark outside....weird shit...ionno tho. just a moment of "outta touch with realityness" i suppose.
but in other news....i kinda gave up with tryna get on with this travel agency. instead my partner that lives across the street from me works for pepsi so i hit him up to see if i can get put on since he got me in with cocoa cola the year before last. gave me they website to go apply for a certain job position...looked at the pay rate...11 bucks an hour....now shit....do the math...80 hrs a week not counting overtime, thats well over 800 erry two weeks BEFORE taxes, and depending on what all i sign up for if i get on (401k, health and dental, etc etc) i should still be looking at a lil over 700 after taxes. so im crossing fingers, toes, eyes, errything, that i get on with this one b/c thats the best ima get down here and from what they do all day, EASY ass work for me.
but yeah thats about it for right now i guess. oh yeah...gnarls barkely: the odd couple > anything else your listening to right now.
What can i say? 22, negro, FL bored and raised, part time photographer, part time
graphic designer....well used to be, part time drunk, full time UPS clerk, and a whole bunch of other boring
stuff you probably don't wanna read, or might already know
