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Cool, Chill, Calm, Collected......probably b/c its in the mid 60s outside right now with a lil wind, but theres another reason, and all ill say on this is...thanks Paris for the hook up lol.

had to switch up the song to a throwback b/c well stemming from a blog from my boy Davon, about dreams and stuff, this song stuck out to me all b/c of one simple line that I'm gonna start using day to day to push myself. and that line is "remember you dream is your only scheme...so keep on pushing" alot of truth behind that line right there, and nowadays it seems that's all you have really to do what you want to do. if yeen got a dream, then i guess you'd be living in a nightmare eh?

Other than that, its been an alright week thus far, went over my aunt house yesterday to celebrate her birthday....73 yrs old, ain't god good?. i swear man anytime my folks get together its a whole lotta shit talking and you can damn near hear it half way down the block, even from inside the house, but i love em.

One thing i don't love, or rather dislike, is when they start talking about dreams they've had about passed loved ones, like last night for example, my mama said she had a dream about her mama (my grandma) and it was dealing with playing numbers (gambling). once she said her story, my uncle joined in with one, then my aunt, and so on and so on, now i know they just holding a conversation but with me, and still tryna deal with death, i really don't like to hear about that kinda stuff.

I mean I've had dreams about my grandma and grandpa before, but what hit me was what my uncle said....something along the lines of...when you do dream about a passed loved one, it means that they're standing right over you as you dream. now i don't really believe in all that super natural yada yada mess but i mean, if there is any truth to that statement, then it kinda gives me chills, yet makes me smile a bit, knowing that they're still here in a way.

Ionno tho, its weird. and ion really got anything else to talk about lol, like that's new. glad tomorrow is Friday, i got a few nick nacks i wanna look into if my money is looking right.

-Fin

Peace