March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 January 2011 February 2011 April 2011 November 2011 January 2012 .

Is what you get. No need to fake, front, beat around the bush, be subtle about it. I'm getting to a point in my life where I'm finally realizing that i don't give a fuck, while most other folks had that mentality from birth.

It seems this whole Mr. Nice Guy role just don't get you anywhere in this day and time. really puts a magnifying glass over the phrase "taking your kindness for weakness" b/c that's exactly what will happen. I never thought i would try and change myself just to conform to what seems to be the regular routine of society and id definitely hate for it to affect friendships with the people Ive made strong bonds with.

But I'm just really starting to look at shit awhole lot differently now. Sort of standing from the outside looking in. In a way i feel like a weight is being lifted off of me but in the same sense i don't want this to be a curse. Gotta find a way to balance it out.

I wouldn't call this a new me, or a new "personality"
Just simply....what you see is what you get