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I usually don't do this b/c i don't like putting too much on here like that b/c it can always come back to bite you in the ass, but the way I'm feeling right now, i really don't give a fuck.

yes its someone i care for deeply, ill doubt she'll ever read this since i can never really get in contact with her, but I've known her for maybe 6 months now. prettiest lil thing to grace this earth with a personality to match it. we could go on for hours and hours just talking about the dumbest shit but it didn't bother either one of us as long as we were in each others company.

i kinda slipped up to where we fell off for a while, but when we got back on track things just didn't feel the same between us, I'm not the one to force something out of somebody for any reason but we have talked about it, and basically came to the conclusion to just email it via DESTINYmail to the hands of god.

and i pray every night that she'll come around and things will REALLY go back to the way they used to be. we feel the same way about each other, but i guess i just wanna confirm it. what i wouldn't give for just one day to spend with her, show her just how sincere i am to all that I've said and that actions really do speak louder than words.....hell i wouldn't even need one day, just give me an hour, that's all i would need to give her all this pinted up love and affection.....lord just one chance.....