March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 January 2011 February 2011 April 2011 November 2011 January 2012 .

...that my uncle is no longer with us after today.....damn man, i didn't even get to see him one last time before hand, i don't even remember the last time i did see him, probably riding by the house. but damn man.....i still wanna think this is all a dream ad ima wake up from it and errything is gonna be alright.

well, it seems he passed out yesterday morning, they think he had a heart attack, but the way he passed out is what is gonna stick with me for a very long time. my aunt (his wife) and cousin said that she found him kneeled down on the edge of the bed, like in the praying position. and that's really weird b/c the last time he passed out, he was mumbling "I'm coming to see you T.J" ( his other passed brother and my uncle) so this time around, as my cousin put it, it was like maybe god whispered in his ear that it was time ya know?

some real eerie deep stuff, but after that he was on life support all yesterday and last night and i guess they made the final decision this morning, b/c he was out for almost 30 minutes before they revived him so there was probably some serious brain damage.

but gotdamn man.......i still cant believe he's gone.....no more seeing him riding around on that motor cycle, or hearing about them long road trips he liked to that....AND he JUST retired at the end of last month.....smh...R.I.P unlce....your finally at rest and i know your in a better place.....