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well yeah...its about 2:30 in the am and before i hit the sack i thought id type up a quick blog. so uhhh this one is something that kinda reflects off a previous entry but maybe some of y'all can share yours with me. and that is, if you got a certain song that you can just play over and over everyday and listen to it without never getting sick of it. maybe it brings you happiness. maybe it brings you pain. but for whatever reason its a song that you can just relate to in some form or fashion.

well for me it'd be "Night Shift" by The Commodores. i guess i sort of grew up with it b/c i remember riding with my mama at like 4 and 5 in the am back up to our other house in the city and i would hear them playing this on the oldies and goldies radio station and i don't know why but it just gave me chills but good chills. and now more so since my grandparents and aunt have passed on, at one point i couldn't listen to it b/c i would literally have to hold back tears but it brought up old memories of them, but now Ive had the song on repeat for the past week str8. here at home, in the car, on the ipod, ERRYWHERE lol.

but i don't know....i can just really relate to the words of the song even if its an ode to Marvin Gaye and Jackie Wilson, but in actuality, it really reminds me of my mama, mostly b.c she goes to work at like 4 in the morning so i consider her working the night shift. but yeah, if anybody happens to read this entry feel free to share....i already know about jocey's but if anybody else shares the same....

oh yeah, i know i got the song down below in another blog entry but here's the video if you've never seen it....



but other than that...from a thread my homie brooke made earlier about dreams i was wondering if anybody else ever experienced this. and that is the feeling like when you first wake up...feeling like you cant move...like theres a heavy weight on your back holding you down but yet your not in any pain what so ever, you cant move, you cant speak, but your aware whats going on around you. i remember waking up like that a few months ago and really didn't think anything of it so i went back to sleep and woke up later on a s normal but i remember hearing somewhere that some people think it has something to do with evil spirits around you....like a witch or something that has put a spell on you.

ionno, ion really believe in all that bullshit but its a really strange feeling if you've ever gon thru it
but ima gon head and end this right here and head to bed, gotta get up for church in the morning

PAYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE