so today was just like any other typical thursday, woke up, did what i had to do, came home. noticed i aint really seen the sun at all day then noticed the dark grey clouds overhead and the wind picking up. hmm i guess the weather really knows how im feeling today. a bit iffy, dont know what im gonna do but know i gotta do something.
but anyway, i was texting my gurl this morning. and my last text to her was from around 7:30 this morning before i got ready to head out and i got so busy afterwards that i didnt get to reply back to her until about an hour ago, she "lol'd" and i said i missed her....now usually id get an "aww" but this time i got a "ditto" now maybe im just reading into it too much but it kinda to me feels like a "yeah yeah whatever" but she never did me like that before and i never gave her reason to, so its probably just all on me maybe, i dont know. maybe i am over reacting. hopefully ill hear from her later on today after she gets outta class or ill hit her up first.
but something else has been bothering me too for the past week. and that was how i was gonna pay for my new usher suit at the meeting we had, or i THOUGHT we had tonight at church. turns out the meeting aint until NEXT week thursday so thats a weight off my shoulders for the time being that i aint gotta worry about it so much now. but im still kinda short on funds so i really need me a better paying job forreal. thats the main reason why im going to school this fall so i can rack me up a few degrees and get me something with some nice income and with the connections i got in certain job field in my personal life, i know i can make some big things happen later on down the line.
oh yeah....i finally went on ahead and compiled me a playlist on imeem of all instrumentals for me to vibe to when im B.S'n on here from time to time, hell im listening to it right now matter of fact. i swear music gotta be the one thing that can just zone me the hell out and sooth me when im irratated or annoyed as hell and i thank god for it. cuz other wise id probably be in way worse shape than i am right now.
but anyway....heres some few pics i snapped in the backyard earlier outta boredom and a lil quiet time for myself....enjoy
